Anyways
I dont know what to type
but i feel that i must
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Do you ever have those days where you feel like someone
is pulling you in slowly to just barely gasp for air until
its too late?
Which to me is a worse fate seeing as how you have to suffer longer.
I feel like the last drop of endurance within me is waning.
"Life is tough. I would know. It could be worse though, always. That. That right there gets me by."
this is my quote. and one I shall cherish forever.
Whatever road blocks my mother and I go thru, makes us stronger, but it always stings before is gets better. Except this pain isn't so prevalent. The sting is way more suttle. and I still have my sanity.

Money isnt happiness, but it sure as hell helps.

I feel like when are troubles are somewhat getting better. We get knocked flat on our asses.
It'll all have to clear before anythings goes right again.
She tells me to pray. But it just makes me angry. We dont deserve this. But nothing is ever promised. Just happy to be in this apartment with tv food and internet. So i shall stop complaining and pray.

If you read this sorry. hah, just needed to vent. Since I dont verbally.